Christmas 2009

Christmas 2009, everybody had been asking me how I spent it, did I enjoy it, here goes.. Woke up in the morning and got headache. End of Story.

Although I didn't get any white Christmas this year, but I do get a white December.

It snow quite heavily at the last day of term, not quite sure whether it's a good news or a bad one, but I still enjoy it.

I actually didn't do any work on Christmas day, but took some laziness laying around whole day, someone will say that Christmas should wake up early and go out, I chose to sleep in, and had been rather enjoying it, because I found a soundtrack that I had been longing for, one of the song is playing in the blog now, if you haven't hit the "Stop" button.

And I found lots of new information that had nothing related to my studies, but I'm still happy about it, don't bother asking what I found, I won't tell, because it's personal.

Conclusion, a day well spent for me. But somehow people sometimes say "spent = waste".

Furr - Blitzen Trapper

Yeah, when I was only 17,

I could hear the angels whispering

So I droned into the words and wandered aimlessly about

Until I heard my mother shouting through the fog

It turned out to be the howling of a dog

Or a wolf to be exact, the sound sent shivers down my back

But I was drawn into the pack and before long

They allowed me to join in and sing their song

So from the cliffs and highest hill, yeah

We would gladly get our fill

Howling endlessly and shrilly at the dawn

And I lost the taste for judging right from wrong

For my flesh had turned to fur, yeah

And my thoughts, they surely were

Turned to instinct and obedience to God.

You can wear your fur

like a river on fire

But you better be sure

if you're makin' God a liar

I'm a rattlesnake, Babe,

I'm like fuel on fire

So if you're gonna' get made,

Don't be afraid of what you've learned

On the day that I turned 23,

I was curled up underneath a dogwood tree

When suddenly a girl with skin the color of a pearl

She wandered aimlessly, but she didn't seem to see

She was listenin' for the angels just like me

So I stood and looked about

I brushed the leaves off of my snout

And then I heard my mother shouting through the trees

You should have seen that girl go shaky at the knees

So I took her by the arm

We settled down upon a farm

And raised our children up as gently as you please.

And now my fur has turned to skin

And I've been quickly ushered in

To a world that I confess I do not know

But I still dream of running careless through the snow

An' through the howlin' winds that blow,

Across the ancient distant flow,

It fill our bodies up like water till we know.

You can wear your fur

Like a river on fire

But you better be sure

If you're makin' God a liar

I'm a rattlesnake, Babe,

I'm like fuel on fire

So if you're gonna' get made,

Don't be afraid of what you've learned

Studying & Studied

Let, "Studying" is the combination of "Student" and "Dying",

So, "Studied" is the combination of "Student" and "Died".

Therefore, I had Studied.

你爱我的步调

我又大又快的步调

我时常在匆忙的走

孤单的在走在街上

就经常勿略了周围

一直到我遇见了你

一个很美丽的意外

鼓起勇气去追求你

你的微笑点亮我心

每当我牵起你的手

你放慢了我的步调

让我观赏了我身边

使我更加地珍惜你

如今每当我步行时

一定放慢我的步调

在我心里想念着你

因为你让我感觉到

爱的步调是甜蜜的

幸福和甜蜜的步调

Breaking "not fresh" news

This is a little bit too close to what I called as a peaceful quiet city in Canterbury..

Man injured in Morrison supermarket shooting.

Body found after police shooting on the above news.

Just an update on the police waiting to question the injured man.

It's funny when the witness told the reporters what had happened.. One of the witness said that she saw a man with a handgun in the aisle of beer and wine.. Alcohol + Firearm = Disaster.. The best part of this is the witness walked calmly to pay for her shopping and went to the cigarette aisle, while the handgun man happily shopping around in the aisle of beer and wine for some alcohol to do some serious stuffs..

How do they do it?

亲爱的

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌

缤纷的音乐盒木马还旋转着

我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐

亲爱的这时刻有梦就大声唱歌

我们迎着风边走边唱

边坚定来自于远方那坚定的信仰

沿着那溪边走有水车的声音

我走着看着风中摇曳可爱的蒲公英

经过凉亭我们穿越竹林

看着山顶如棉花糖的白云

面对着阳光就不需要那阴凉

拥有不同心境相信你会看到更特别的风景

闭上眼睛静静聆听屋檐那串轻脆的风铃

许愿要找个流星幸福就要彼此互相扶持互相关心

Oh他们说玫瑰象征着爱情

那插满一把玫瑰花的花瓶

是否证明不是不笃定是不是真的有童话这件事情Hey

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌

缤纷的音乐盒木马还旋转着

我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐

亲爱的这时刻有梦就大声唱歌

我们手牵手一直的走

紧紧的相依的努力攀过吊桥绳索

在脚下经过的一条蜿蜒小河

心里面联接的是满满友情难以割舍

整个山坡苹果树已红透

还有干净泉水大口畅饮

橘子也成熟田里面还有泥鳅

真的快乐却是好多朋友陪着我们一起走

闭上眼睛静静聆听屋檐那串轻脆的风铃

许愿要找个流星幸福就要彼此互相扶持互相关心

Nahey---爱让我更自由

Nahey---一起大声说出口

跟我一起手牵手真心到永久这就是爱的生活

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌

冰棒呢配可乐爆米花还温热

我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐

开着车遥远了回到最初的选择

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌

冰棒呢配可乐爆米花还温热

我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐

开着车遥远了回到最初的选择

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌

冰棒呢配可乐爆米花还温热

我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐

开着车遥远了回到最初的选择

Recent in UK

Just a quick post on what is currently disturbing me, although it is not new nor surprise me, but I find it difficult to accept for a very long time..

For all the Law of Evidence I had learnt last year in my Forensic Science degree, which includes Murder charge, rape charge, Grievous Bodily Harm (GBH), Actual Bodily Harm (ABH), Grievous Bodily Harm with racial content, Assault Occasional Bodily Harm, and many more, including those that is not within the scope of my study, but I still can find the legal context online, and we all do know what is the "minimum" punishment for those proven guilty criminals.. and we do still get reports on the following links..

Firstly, here is a 17 yr old student that have a pendant stuck in her lower right eye, she had just gone to a playground nearby with her three young sisters, age between 5 and 11, and her sister in law, a 18 month old baby. And the attackers, both female, age 16 and 19, verbally and racially abuse them.. then came in another 16 yr old boy, and things just got messy.. The victim is just centimetres away from being left blinded, and the other younger ones is left watching a horror scene, it's just lucky that they are left unharmed.. I must point this out that the 16 yr old boy, has 30 previous convictions, no, I am NOT exaggerating, it's THIRTY previous conviction for a 16 yr old lad.. how does he get that number and still walking freely abusing other youngsters, I DON'T KNOW.. and what he get for this assault?? 9(nine) months supervision order and placed under curfew for 2(two) months.. do you really think they will be a supervisor supervise this lad. and make sure he will follow the curfew??? How about the 16 yr old girl that did the punching and embedding the pendant into the victim's eye? She's not that bad from the high conviction rates, she has 13 previous convictions, and still walking around verbally racially abusing people and punching people.. and she only get 9(nine) months supervision order.. of all, both the parents have to pay 200pounds for the costs, do you really think the trauma of this incident only cost 400pounds? What happened to the kept in penal servitude for life???

Secondly, this case is quite similar to the first case, also injury to the eye, but on the right.. Unprovoked attack on the victim, the attacked rammed a pint glass directly into the right eye of the victim, if the hand is higher or the victim is taller, sharps will be entering directly into her cornea.. the interesting part is the police are unable to track down the attacker, but the victim used Facebook to look the attacker up.. sentence?? rather than kept in penal servitude for ABH, it's just 120 hours of community service, which I never seen anybody did it..

Third case, another racial case, but this one gone way too far to murder.. The victim, was an Indian Naval Officer, came all the way to UK to study, just like me.. just study, that's it.. but somehow the victim for a death sentence rather than the murderer.. The victim was slashed in the neck by the murderer, in an unprovoked attack, after that, the murderer celebrate with his friends.. Juries in the high court returned an unanimous verdict of racially aggravated murder, sentenced to life imprisonment with a "minimum term of 18 years", the minimum term of 18 years, what's that gonna mean?? it means that that murderer can come out walking around the streets 18 years later, or maybe early than that, rather than life imprisonment.. I do not remember I studied this before, and I did not notice that my law lecturer told me that if you kill someone, you can come out after 18 years later.. if he can be released from the prison 18 years later, why bother drafting the law and put in "life imprisonment" if the judge is not going to make sure the sentence is followed?

Forth case, rape case, and somehow the attacker commits the same crime just 8(eight) days after he was let free.. how can this be possible?? no idea.. ask the judge please.. the 16 yr old rapist, yes, he is 16, committed the first offence in June 2008, and only a year later appear in court, and the judge sentence the rapist for 3-year community order, which I had been seeing many blogpost saying that these community order recipients, will fail to comply, and will be brought to court again for failure to do community order, eventually will get more community order rather than prison sentence, and the circle go around again.. just 8 days after the community order sentence been given out to the freed rapist, he abducted a 5 yr old boy and sexually assaulted him.. if on the first sentence, had followed the law passed by the parliament, to imprisonment for life, they will be one less rapist of the street, one less 5 yr old boy live his life without any nightmare.. But the judge let the rapist go because of his parent beliefs in Christianity.. Just imagine the 5 yr old boy is you.. what were you doing when you are 5 year old?

Fifth one, is something I still can't understand.. on breaking news.. Female killer flees on shop visit.. if she is a convicted murderer, she should be locked away for life (although I doubt she will be doing life imprisonment), but somehow she is on a shop visit in London (probably doing an early christmas shopping), during an escorted visit.. how the hell she flee under an escorted visit? and how the hell she is out in the street in the first place?? If police describe her as "dangerous" and should not be approach, why is she "approaching" to the public in london shops in a busy high street??

Right, I had enough for tonight post.. hope i can get more free time to blog back bout my life soon..

Ah Boon 的 tag

被 tag 了那么久，现在才肯抽少少时间回复。

遊戲規則：
回答下列問題...
貼到自己的網誌...
寫完後...
自己加一個問題然後傳給10個人...

可以點...
點過的人...
被你點到的人
你要去跟他說●我點到你了●...
寫完後去跟點到你的人說...●我寫完了●
不可以不寫喔...
不寫幸福就會跑掉喔..

不能再点回点过你或被点过的人哦。。。

我的大名：李振玮
我的生日：Sorry, really cannot disclose in here.
誰傳給你的：Lim Boon Seong
說出五個好朋友：没有Top 5..
生日想要得到什麼禮物：只想要妳的陪伴
近期開心的是：暂时没有
近期壓力大的是：时间太短，功课太多
未來想做什麼：做一个有用的人
有沒有喜歡的人：说没有是骗人的
同學會要回去找老師嗎：同学会根本没有我的份，还怎么有机会去找老师？
跟誰出去最幸福：妳
如果你的兩個好友吵架了：很少吧？
跟情人出去最想去哪： 想带着她去伦敦。
聖誕節要做啥：今年只打算作功课。
最想跟誰過聖誕節：只想和她有一个白色的圣诞节。
有沒有起床气：有时
有幾個兄弟姐妹：不想透露
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：由于时常不一样，所以不知道。
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：由于时常不一样，所以不知道。
喜歡什麼顏色：蓝
上廁所會不會先沖水：是问题吗？
愛不愛我： 嗯？？？
喜歡男生還是女生： 什么问题来的？？？
最想大聲說什麼：我想念你。
半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：？？？
上廁所會不會脫褲褲:谁写出这些烂臭问题？？？
現在很迷什麼：竟然迷上功课。
睡相很差：不懂。
現在的時間：23.40PM
是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：只是赌懒写这些问题的人。
體重多少：不想提
今天天氣：雨加大风
你懷孕了嗎：我能吗？
你若中樂透最想做什么：中了才想
大學生一定要玩的活動： 睡觉
如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選 ：不需要添加，只想要踩给你。
你相信爱情会永远吗 ： 依然相信
现在的你穿什么颜色的衣服： 灰
放棄一個人會很難嗎：要用一辈子的时间
对欺骗你的人你有什么感想 : xxxx
最近一次看咸带是几时：他x的，谁开始传这一些烂臭问题？？
最近看的一本書是：An Introduction to Medicinal Chemistry
**

【点名人物】

对不起，不想传。所以以下问答题，我决定空着。

④號認識⑥號嗎? ：
⑩號是男還是女? ：
①號有沒有兄弟姐妹? ：
⑦號姓氏?
⑩號人緣好嗎?:
④號有人追嗎?：
⑥號喜歡的顏色是?:
③號和⑩號是朋友嗎?:
⑧號的生日是?:
你怎麼認識⑩號的?:
你跟①號的生日差幾個月?:
你和⑨號有出去玩過嗎? :
你喜歡①號聊天嗎? :
你喜歡和③號在一起嗎?:
⑩号是什么星座阿?:
现在①号在干吗？:

Live Life Alive

Since Google did not have any results on the following quote, most likely I'm the first to quote this. LOL..

"Life will only be Alive if you Live it."

Jonathan Lee (2009)

Sneak preview on my Forensic Science Project

Well, here is a sneak preview on my heavily loaded final year Forensic Science Project..

I'll let you people guess what these 3 things have in common.. It's a new research area, so my literature reading will be lots more than the existing projects, but what the outcome will be really interest me.. Hope I'll get some amazing results.. But before any experiment can be started, the usual Health and Safety Law kicks in... Anyway, more on this will be disclose in the near future..

Happy Guessing!

i'll come back..

I'm yoURs

Yup, I'm yoURs.. that's nobody else, I'm yours...

This is a song by Jason Mraz..

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks

Now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out

I'll be giving it my bestest

And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention

I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment baby sing with me

I love peace for melody

And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on over closer dear

And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and laughed

I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do

Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours

Please don't, please don't, please don't

There's no need to complicate

Cause our time is short

This oh this this is out fate, I'm yours!

My Life on the recent...

So sorry people... I had really been busy recently.. although the post's date is 29 of September, I had created it but had left until today (13 of October) to write a little about my life on the recent..

Well, even though I came back to UK on the 18th of September, I had been very busy until now, and still busy on my University stuffs.. Haven't got anytime to edit the pictures I took on my way back to UK.. Will try to sort them out once I sort out my University stuffs first, which I doubt I could do so..

What have I'm been doing?? Although lectures are that full compare to last year, but some how the amount of stuffs I have to read up per day multiplies..

Now, I'm on my final year project, and thus increased my workload to the maximum.. I will blog about my final year project later, it is interesting..

That's it for this time.. Will blog soon.. I hope..

A(H1N1)

With the increase of influenza A(H1N1) deaths in my home country, wearing mask is showing no further signs of good news, everyday we have A(H1N1) related deaths, at least 5 person are dead due to A(H1N1) everyday..

since A(H1N1) is a biological virus, and thus considered as a biological threat.. normal face mask will not prevent you from contracting the virus... I believed we have to get this one....... FM12 respirator...

From the responder knowledge base:

#The FM12 is a high performance respirator incorporating the very latest design concepts and materials.

#Provides exceptional protection and performance.

#Chlorobutyl rubber mask provides excellent protection against penetration by chemical and biological threat agents.

#Compatible with a wide range of user equipment in service with various Armed Forces.

#High level of wearer comfort and confidence ensured by unique lightweight design and slim profile together with very low breathing resistance.

#Scratch and impact resistant eyepieces.

#Improved field of vision and non-misting.Intrinsically safe speech transmitter allows clear and direct communication.

#Optional secondary speech transmitter to allow use of communication equipment.

#High flow fail-safe drinking system.

#Sight correction available for standard mask.

#Left and right handed canister mountings.

#Comfortable fabric harness.

#Highly robust and easy to decontaminate.

#Available in three sizes.

#Maintenance can be carried out at unit level with easy-to-use toolkit.

#Optional outlet valve dust cover for use in desert or dusty conditions.

which biological threat - where you will be protected against A(H1N1)...

source of information and image from Responder Knowledge Base.

Christmas TV - Slow Club

christmas TV - SLOW CLUB

It's okay to have scars, they will make you who you are

It's okay to have fear, as long as you're not scared of coming here

And in the middle of the night, just call if you wanna talk

'Cause you know that I wanna talk too

It's not bad of you to think of what might go wrong

But you can't blame me for secretly hoping that I'll prove you wrong

It's okay that I pray that you will miss your flight

And have to stay with me another night

And it is brutal, it's brutal, why can't you see

It's brutal, it's brutal, where have you been

'Cause we're far apart and my lonely heart

Finds it hard to get through the night

You pull me out of the dark and now it's light

You pull me out of the dark and now it's light

When we're out in the market and out on the streets

I've got a pocket full of problems and a pocket full of seeds

Hoping something good might grow out of this mistletoe

And I won't have to erase your memory

I like the way that our arguments stop when we fall asleep

And the way that your body feels when it's wrapped around me

And I'd like it if you made it to mine by Christmas Eve

So you can hold me

And we'll watch Christmas TV

And it is brutal, it's brutal, why can't you see

It's brutal, it's brutal, where have you been

'Cause we're far apart and my lonely heart

Finds it hard to get through the night

You pull me out of the dark and now it's light

You pull me out of the dark and now it's light

So come on home, just come on home

Just come on home, just come on home...

So come on home, just come on home

Just come on home, just come on home......

Personal opinions on TBH

Well, it's the currect high profile case in Malaysia, isn't it? Everyone is eyeing on this very news everyday, many people are following the court proceedings, including the investigations and coroner's inquests.

Please be aware that in this post, the death or the investigations have nothing to do with me, and I'm just giving what I had observed, in the Forensic views. Other than that, I have no slightest interest on other than forensic aspect.

Following the inquest, the first expert witness to be call upon the coroner, is a Chemist with the Jabatan Kimia Malaysia. What she testify in court is that, where the IO (Investigating Officer) given orders to her, and to test for specific drugs present in the samples she received. The very last time I went to mock courts, forensic students that do toxicology are end up being screwed on for only testing the drugs specify by IO or any other superior, and not doing an all-rounded test. I know its time wasting, and money wasting (for some machine), but in a case that involves a death of a person, shouldn't we be more vigilant on all the test?

The deceased here, had either fell off, jumped off, pushed off (I do not know the cause of death, so don't expect that I'll say anything about how the person died), from a high-rise building, had been wandering on his own in a government secure building in the wee hours, without any supervision, even though he is not arrested, and was just brought in to be interviewed, which that the agency had violated normal interview hours. I think Malaysia just need some Health and Safety regulations, and some enforcement to enforce this rule.

From the crime scene photos, where you and me can easily search for them using Google and the deceased name, you will see at least one Forensik polis wandering around the body, with not much protection suit on him (Forensik polis), well, I'm not surprise if the police found unknown hair and fibres on or near the deceased which will give a positive match to the hair and fibres of the police. The only time I saw investigators wore protective suit (coveralls) are when the coroner inquest team when back to the scene, which I do not have any idea why they wanted to do so after the cordon had been lifted.

More surprising stories, after the inquest started, the inquest team went for a site visit, where one of the lawyer found blood-stain like droplets in a staircase, in between the floors of the agency, which is totally ignored by the investigators on day 1 the scene was cordon off, and had not been swabbed nor photographed nor did anything else for at least a week. Even though test later confimed it is not bloodstain, but a big drop like that, its either the investigators did not do a thorough search of the scene, and the police forensics just need to re-do their crime scene course. Any 400-700nm white crime-lite or just a flash light, will show something.

Right, i'll stop here for now, will continue blogging about this case as it goes on, and i'll see anymore forensic aspect i would like to touch on.

Anybody who is interested in watching the court drama, can go here!

Please be aware that it is nothing similar to the Hong Kong court drama we used to watch..

老公与老婆

"老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？"女人一脸好奇的问，从声音分辨，她是很轻快的询问！他们在一起时间不久，两年而已，相处两年的情侣到处都是，随便就能抓出一大把，而现在的人，能有几个在交往的时候考虑结婚的？

"现在工作上也没什么突破，过两年吧！"男人轻轻柔柔道！

"哦！"没有失落亦没有兴奋，似乎预料中！

"老公啊，那假如有孩子了怎么办？"

"你有了？"男人严肃的握住女人的手，眼神犀利的盯住她！

"你抓痛我了啦！"女人喊了出来，"我是问问而已，有了我会告诉你的！"

"老婆，你记得，以我们现在并不适合要孩子，经济上也许可以不用顾忌但是心理上还无法接受，养育一个孩子不是养育一只小宠物那么简单；如果有了要告诉我，我会陪你去医院的，明白吗？"听了女人的话，男人放下心来，也柔下声音来对女人说着自己的观点！

"你放心好了啦，我不会那么不注意的，即便是有了也不会瞒你的，嘿嘿！"女人清爽的声音再度响起！但在心底，女人不知道是否该赞同男人的话，彼此工作其实都不错也算稳定；已经多次思考过，男人只是交往初期提到过结婚，而当彼此交往变得稳定后就没有涉及过婚姻；女人虽然大大咧咧但不是真的傻！其实真不知道他们之间的问题到底出在哪？是不爱吗？虽然感觉不到爱却也没感觉到哪不爱，也许是时间让彼此都沉静了！现在他们住的房子，一半是女人出钱按揭的；她习惯平衡！平日逛街，他也从来没有陪过她，她从来不觉得有什么不舒服，毕竟习惯自娱是最容易快乐的方式，这时候却想到这个动作是否也能衡量他的感情。

"老公啊，今天你陪我逛街好不好？你还从来没陪我上过街呢！"女人撒娇的说。

"忙呢！乖，怎么今天想到要我陪了？"男人漫不经心的问！

"那你要不要嘛？自己去吧，要买什么自己去提款就是！"男人的眼光始终专注在文件上！

"老公，我突然想嫁给你了，怎么办？"清纯美丽的小脸上闪亮的大眼无辜的望着男人；这句话把男人的注意力拉回到她身上。男人望着眼前这个没被现实的残忍划下太多痕迹的女子，隐隐的不耐与无力！

"那张纸对你来说是什么意义？"男人放下手上的工作打算和女人好好的谈一次！

"不知道！想和你结婚跟那张纸有牵连吗？"

"你想结婚不就是想要那张纸吗？"男人牵动了下眉。

"如果你那样想也可以啦，你有没有想过和我结婚？其实也是在问你的未来有没有把我算在内！"依然是轻快的声音。

"从一开始我就是打算和你一直走下去的，你不会不明白。"男人间接的回答。

"你从来没有直接的回答过我的问题耶，不管是怎样的问题都好！"女人把声音放到很嗲；"好了啦，不跟你讨论了，免得气死我自己！嘻嘻，那我自己去逛街啦，不要你陪，哼！"话音一落，她拿起包以轻快的姿态走出房间！

身后的门一关上，原本笑意盈盈的脸瞬间沉下来，换上一脸苍白与哀愁，眸底有着让人捕捉不住的幽晦迷离！迈出脚步，缓缓的走在人潮拥挤的路上，脑子里一片空白却也塞满了思绪，一直都以为自己是很快就能过渡伤害放大欢乐的开心着，这次用尽了力气，却做不到；泪水直流！有的时候不甘愿输给命运却不得不屈服于宿命！快乐的妖精这会，不快乐！哭够了，收起眼泪扬起笑脸，冲到步行街给心爱的他选了十套西服十件衬衣十条领带十个胸针十双袜子十双鞋子，信用卡几乎被刷暴，但是她笑得看不到眼！这时候的她，又是一个精灵，能感染人的精灵！

东西太多扛不了，只好打车回去！得意洋洋的向他炫耀自己的战绩，他看到那么多的衣服，嘴角边隐隐的抽搐，看着身旁这个做事向来一鸣惊人的她不知做何反应！

"老公啊，这些都我挑的，不错吧？"看着自己挑的西服她自我陶醉，对自己的眼光她向来自信！

"老公啊，这些衣服记得已经慢慢穿哦，今天看到好看的心血来潮就帮你买了！哼，你要敢说一个不喜欢的字眼，我就让你吃不了兜着走，听到没？"插着腰威胁，故意板起那张娇滴滴的脸！

"好！我不说不喜欢，但是你买这么干什么？你怎么总是那么浪费！"男人语带指责。

"哎呀啦，老公，反正都已经买了你骂我也没用啊！你就多疼我一点也喜欢上这些衣服吧，好不好嘛？"撒娇的摇着他的手，一脸的委屈状！他回她一个无奈的眼神，揉揉她的头发；

"好好好！你呀，以后记得别这样了听到没？否则就算你撒娇我一样不饶哦！"

"恩恩恩恩！"拼命的摇晃着脑袋！

"嘿嘿．．．嬉嬉．．．"女人一直在咧着嘴傻笑个不停，男人见状亦拉开嘴笑了出来，他的女人太可爱了，和个孩子一样无忧，也有成熟女人的知性；有"妻"如她，还有什么不满足？他在心里也在琢磨着见家长的事，一直都不再提起结婚的事只是想给她一个惊喜，当初在一起的时候，他就下定决心娶她！

"老公啊，我这个月回家去陪我妈妈好不好？毕业到现在我都没有在家好好呆过呢，妈妈好想我了，我怕弟弟娶到的老婆欺负我妈，我要回去好好'教育'弟弟去！"晚上的时候她楼着他，手在他身上挠着痒痒，他边逃开他的魔爪，边取笑："你终于有良心记起妈妈啦？"

"嬉嬉，人家我可是乖乖女咧！老公，我买了明天中午的机票，这段时间你可要好好照顾自己哦！"

"原来你是有计谋的啊，我说你怎么忽然对我那么好！"男人假装凶神恶煞！

"哈哈，你装的都不像了啦！讨厌～。。。"

笑声溢满整个世界！

半个月过去，男人耐不住没有女人在身边的空寂，思念她的调皮，想念她的体温；拨通她电话，男人细声细语的磨女人赶快买票回来！电话里她清爽如银铃般的笑声回荡在整个脑海里令他眼圈犯红！

"老婆，你回来好不好？我们结婚吧！"

电话另一头刹那静如死寂！"你，不是不想娶我的吗？"沉默过后，女人轻轻的问！

"我不是不想，我是想在适当的时候给你一个惊喜，只是还是熬不过思念先说了！"男人解释着！

"嬉嬉，好啊，你等我回去好不好？"女人恢复精灵样！似乎得到了全世界一样！

继续半个月过去了，男人见女人迟迟不归，再次拨通电话；这回电话响了好久才被接起，却是女人的弟弟接的，男人询问他女人怎么还没回来，弟弟说她那里还需要处理点事，还没那么快能走开，告知很快就回，请他别挂心！

再半个月后，男人接到来自女人弟弟的电话，电话里，弟弟让他马上过他们家去，说女人有事！男人吓到了，定好机票如箭般飞奔机场！

到了X市，女人的弟弟接机，弟弟一眼就认出男人，一路沉默的把男人领到医院；不祥的预感笼罩着男人，病房门开，女人瘦弱苍白的脸震撼住男人，心猛的被狠狠的揪了一把，绞痛难耐！拖着软无力的腿，迈到紧闭双眼的女人身边，用手，轻轻的抚着那熟悉的脸颊，一下一下的抚摸着！

"姐姐胃癌晚期，拖了两个月了！"弟弟在一旁轻轻说着，女人的父母眼圈瞬间又泛红！

这个意外，真的太意外了，意外到连怎么回事都弄不清楚，意外到他感觉自己是在云端！胃癌，原来女人总是说没胃口总是不吃东西，说减肥是女人的终身事业，这一切都是借口，他责怪自己怎么就没用心去观察过；怪自己那么大意让女人独自撑着这最难熬的日子！

女人去天堂后的半个月！从女人住的那个城市寄来一封信，男人看着熟悉的字体，浑身颤抖：亲爱的老公：

一定在想我了，是吗？一定是的，我在天堂都感觉到了呢！

老公啊，你说想和我结婚，真的好感动哦！

原本以为你只是想和我在一起并没有和我共度一生的想法！

老公，谢谢你的爱！

和你在一起啊，真的是世上最幸福的事呢！

每天早上醒来你都会喊手麻，嬉嬉，知道吗？

老公，这是最最感动最最记忆犹新的片刻，在家的这些日子我都睡不着，没有你的手臂当枕头没有你的怀抱当港湾；但是我不后悔，我不愿意你看到我被病魔折磨的不成人形的样子，我相信换你你也不会让我看到自己痛苦的一面！

老公，原谅我，以后只能在天上笑给你听了！

老公啊，一年前，我是多么希望时间能够定格，多么想永远永远都把你铭记于心底，但是发现怎么看你都看不够，我不知道要怎么做才能让心里舒服点，我知道你爱听我笑的声音，其实我自己也好喜欢自己的笑呢，所以就天天笑，让你永远都记得我，是不是好自私？

我怕我走了之后你把我的一切都尘封进一个连碰都不会去触碰的角落里，我好怕，怕在那里我会冷，所以就用爱让你对我刻骨铭心！

我把每天当成最后一天来过，所以，够了，今生有你，够了！

上次帮你买的衣服袜子鞋子，你每年在我离开的那天穿上一套去看我好不好？

十套，那就是十年，十年里，你只能用十天的时间想我，在特定的那天里，你才可以想起我也不准不想我，你知道我喜欢紫色玫瑰花，记得去找到哦，我对我老公可是很有信心的呢！

记得，一年就是那一天能穿，别的时候不要去碰那些服装，如果你忘记了，那么在你老之后看到那些衣服，也许能想起我的这个要求呢！

嬉嬉，以后你娶老婆了，记得在那天的时候带来给我看，但是不要告诉她我是谁，是女人都会介意的，就说．．．呃．．．就说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？

我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！

以后你娶老婆了，那她就是咱老婆，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；你下辈子欠我一生，好不好？

下辈子我会是一个好健康好健康的宝宝呢，到时候我会用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！

老公，我不想告诉你我爱你这个事实了，怕你哭！

我只看过你哭一次，那次我任性和你提分手；但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？

不只是眼睛哭，心也在流着泪！

老公啊，不要让心停格在那凄楚哀怆的瞬间，笑着面对人生，帮我笑完今生，好吗？

从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你年，就十年好不好？

十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！

已经在履行约定的傻孩子泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！

天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；

老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！

轻轻的，对着天际呢喃

Sam Tet: Revisited.

Went back to my old school for the first time since I got back to Malaysia..

too many things had changed here, including the basketball court is covered..

Even the road from front gate had also been covered with bricks rather than tar, which the school had spent quite a lot of money to cover it with tar back in 2004/05...

the school hall is "air-conditioned", from the library..

And of course, went back to "the Room", for hanging around...

the board is still full of stuffs..

and so is the committees' board and CR...

sometimes we just couldn't believe Room Rules still exist...

don't know whether if it is good or bad, Sam Tet uses it's school hall as an advertisement board... including the well known Taylor's University College had been highly publisize in the school...

the school field is always have some patches of badly grown grass...

and the scouts will always have some structures built in the field...

so as the kadets...

the exteriors of the school had been added a lot of chinese proverbs, which i doubt many people would notice...

Prefect room.. another room... and still that messy for prefects...

and this is it... my old school... with new looks..

Sam Tet: 2009 Revisited.