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Saturday, 28 March 2009

不是男朋友的男朋友

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

 

但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起? 
也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。 
也许为了出国深造,他没有要你等他。
 

也许你们相遇太早,
还不懂得珍惜对方
 

也许你们相遇太晚,
你们身边已经有了另一个人。
 

也许你回头太迟,
对方已不再等待
 

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,
而迟迟无法跨出界线。
 

不过即使你们没在一起,
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
 

但是你们心底清楚,
对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。
 

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街,
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
 

他有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
 

他遇到困难时,
你会尽你所能的帮他,
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
 

男女朋友吃醋了,
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友,
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
 

每个人这辈子,
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,
很矛盾的行为。
 

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的,
但久了,突然发现这样最好。
 

你宁愿这样关心他, 
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
 

你宁愿做他的朋友,
彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈。
 

特别是这样,
你还是知道,
他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友,
当他那个特别的朋友,
有什么不好呢?

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢?

很多的感情,
都因为一厢情愿,
最后连朋友都当不成了
 

常常觉得惋惜,
可惜一些本来很好的友情
 

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你,
如果你没有反应,这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去,
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
 

因为这就像是一场赌注,
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友,
要不就连朋友都当不成了。
 

有些事不是你能预料的,或许对方不在意,
你们还可以是朋友,但却已经不如从前的好.

Thursday, 19 March 2009

Kent Police Tactical Firearms Unit Field Trip 18th of March 2009

Here are the photos I had previously stated about the field trip...

We went to Kent Police College in Maidstone, Kent, attended a one day field trip with the Kent Police Tactical Firearms Unit, luckily they did not received any call outs that day.. If not, the whole trip will have to be canceled. 
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Well, we don't always go to police station, and not even the training centre for those who will be Police or PCSO, its really an honour to be in there! Especially for me!! Before we went there, we had been told seriously, 7ft guys with guns are not allowed to have their faces in our cameras, we don't know why and we doesn't want to know why, we are not allowed to wandered ourselves around the facility as it is a secure site, we may be locked up in the cell if we do wandered around until somebody come free us and they will have to answer questions to the Head of Department why we end up spending a night in the cell.

The entrance to the Kent Police College..
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The entrance of the Unit within the College site..
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We are separated into 3 groups, 15 of us in a group, my group went to Weapons Introduction first, which I found it my favourite, but kind of disappointing that I did not take pictures holding them.. In this room is a range of firearms currently using by the force, had been used by the force but phased out, and some are illegal ones that had been handed in or confiscated, and some are fake firearms, which is known as Airsoft, but they are very similar to the real one. I do still manage to identify which is real and which is fake, after the firearm been waving around in front of me for some time, if its in the dark and the suspect is a metre away, i'll be praying and running away rather than giving a wild guess rather its real or not...
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The pictures in Flickr will have tags on the type and whether real or fake on it...
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The police then demonstrate the uses of Taser X26, he didn't shot anyone, but pulling the trigger even without the pins attached onto the Taser will discharge 50,000 volts over a 5 second period between the 2 leads on the Taser... One student had been asked to hold a silver spoon, he then demonstrate to show that the electric charge will not shock the student without having the 2 leads touching the spoon... 

Then we went to Judgemental room, that's the room where you will be giving practise and learn how to justify your shooting, my group went into the room, let us know what we need to, basically the firearms we are using are all real firearms, but the barrel had been changed to a laser one, and there is a screen which will be watching, and a scenario will be played. We will need to neutralise the situation. Nobody wanted to go for it, so me and my friend went first.. G36C had been given to us, the scenario is a hostage taker had taken hostage in a school, unknown number of student, but one suspect, with firearm.. He did not point the gun at anybody when we reach him, but the he is holding the gun at his waist level, we didn't thought it is a threat, so we hesitated, until he "mi ni my nee mi ni mo" to someone, we started to shoot, I'm 1/100th second slower than my friend, he shot the suspect first, the suspect fell, that 1/100th of second had made my bullet to hit the student behind...... @.@ We actually started to shoot 16seconds after a threat had occured, which he had his gun in his waist pointing at someone, we were wrong and thought his body language doesn't say so, we have to shoot at that point....

Too bad nobody took any pictures of me holding the firearm....

Finally classroom talks about gun shot wounds, where we find it quite boring because we are seen them in our lectures...

Then we break for lunch, where we went outside in the grass sitting under the warm sun for sandwiches.. It's been sunny and warm and relaxing this few days, last year it was still so cold, that it snow in April...
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Finally, we went into the firing range... Only to know that we are not allowed to fire any firearms, because the law say so.... (=.=) It's dissapointing, you know? At least give me have a go with my favourite one....... 
Four targets been placed in the firing range to be "fired" at... 
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And these are the firearms will be using by the police for demonstration... All are currently used widely by the force in UK and worldwide... 
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AWP is mainly used for recon rather than shooting anyone, the sound is freaking loud, even with some soft ear buds and hands covering the ear.. After riddling the bullets to these innocent targets, we went to have a look at these pity ones... I am sure I would not want to be standing the other side of the targets when they got shot with, there is a through and through for the so called bullet proof vest shot by G36C using 5.56 x 45mm, AWP using 7.62 x 50mm and Remington 870..
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Entry holes of the bullets of the car door..
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Exit holes of the bullets of the car door.. I wonder, we always say those people take cover using the car doors, why they are unharmed when Uncle John started to shoot at the car with AK47...
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Still felt the safety of your car door???

The bullet proof vest that had been shot at... (Entry holes)
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Exit holes of the bullet proof vest... To be more specific, this bullet proof vest is placed on top of a large water bottle, to simulate a standard size of a man, filled with water...
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I do look shock holding with a bullet-ridled vest...
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The standard target boards...
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Firearms used...
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The shotgun shell - 00 Buck Shot for Remington 870, within the shot have nine 9mm little pellets, so one shot of this is the same as you pull the Glock 17 trigger 9 times...
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Field strip of the H&K G36C...
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Nothing special about this photo, apart from the car is parked within a secure site of Kent Police College outside Safety Training Centre, with his steering wheel locked, I think the driver just don't trust anybody...
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Well, this mark the end of the trip..
Lesson of the day, if you saw someone holding something look like a gun, run.
Do not hide behind a wooden door, or a car door, or even think of wearing a bullet prood vest, none of these will save your life... Just run....
Best one of the day, there once a grandmother have a German G3 automatic rifle, which her husband had somehow got hold of it during World War II, but her husband passed away, and she have no idea what to do with it, so she decided to hand in the weapon, by putting it into a supermarket plastic bag, and took a bus ride to the Kent Police station, we all are surprised nobody noticed old granny with a machine gun...
There are more shotguns out there legally held by civilian than handguns illegally held by civilians, but shotguns are much more destructive, pictures will tell the story... And still the law allow farmers and farmer's mums to have shotguns... No idea why...

More pictures is through this link!

Sunday, 15 March 2009

Pictures from my phone, again.....

Money plant flower, its really rare to see it flowers... that's why the plant is so precious...The bus stop and the bus I took every single day when I make my way to campus... 
Comparison microscope for bullet and cartridge analysis, unfortunately its not working currently...
Remember collision analysis, this is the experiment I said about bumping little cars...
The little cars...
Enough for this time, going back to my law essay...

Wednesday, 11 March 2009

Forensic Ballistic and Collision Analysis : Part 2

Part 1, where I did my experiment about collision analysis. Part 2, I did bullet and cartridge ID. An experiment that took me more than 2 and a half hours for 3 bullets and 3 cartridges, trying to identify what types of bullets and cartridges, its primers, bullet rifling, length and diameters, all these have to be write in MG11 witness statement forms....

9mm Semi-jacketed lead core brass jacket
9mm bullet

another similar 9mm
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a .22 / 5.5mm soft point jacketed
22 bullet

here shown a picture of my hand trying get the base of the bullet to be parallel with the digital camera, once the bullet been fired and hit something, it deforms. Sometimes it deforms into a mushroom-like object, but sometimes might shattered into pieces.
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a 9mm cartridge.. trying to calculate the angle of the rimless cartridge, near the extrator groove... 
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a rifle cartridge.. using the same computer software and technique, but have an extra angle to calculate which is the neck of the cartridge...
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a deformed bullet, look at the middle part, the lead core..
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380 Winchester, metal rimmed cartridge for revolvers... 
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More photos on the equipment is in my phone, which will be up soon... 

Monday, 9 March 2009

Second year Forensic Science assignments

It's march now, about one more month of the course and I'm finish with year 2, depends on what meaning of finish you are thinking... But when we check the deadlines of assignments today, we found out we actually have 16 more assignments haven't give out yet! darn! 16 more for the next coming month.. the number of assignment for year 2 triples compared to year 1... I would not want to imagine what final year will be... 

right.... really need to back to work... sleepless nights is getting more and more.... look at the screenshot, no facebook.. no msn messaging.. all assignments stuffs... crap........

assignment

Wednesday, 4 March 2009

Forensic Ballistic and Collision Analysis Lab

Ballistic Lab is much more fun then chemistry lab.. We get to bump some small cars, simulate something being stabbed, look at bullets and cartridges and ballistic flight..

I got bored after finishing my collision analysis part, so I stay on and "disturb" some of my friends doing bullet and cartridge ID, when nobody is using the digital camera microscope, I went to play with it..
Here shown a 9mm cartridge being placed under the microscope..While placing the cartridge under the scope, I found it quite interesting looking at my large finger, I can even see my fingerprints very clearly... and had notice a strand of hair on it..Using the computer software, we can calculate the riffling angle, which will tell us the twist per metre of the barrel..
9 x 19mm. At the centre with a small indentation is the firing pin mark, there are some other marks such as breech face marks, slide marks, extractor and ejector mark etc..
Different types of bullets and cartridges..A 9mm bullet and cartridge, the bullet is a hollow-point / semi-jacketed. 
Itchy hand put it back into the cartridge, and it fits well inside! (I shouldn't be doing this anyway...)